Why I miss you so much:

• beause we can't fight and fall into eachothers arms after
• because I can't see the sparkle in your eyes, everytime you take a good picture
• because I can't wear your clothes
• because I can always use the Töffli without any disucussions
• because I can't hear you practice your thin whistle
• because nobody puts their clothes all over the livingroom
• because nobody laughs when my boyfriend and I fight over a game of Ligretto
• because there's no loud music coming out of your room, keeping me from studying
• because I can't wake you up on sunday mornings
• because there's nobody I can walk to school with while debating wether it's going to be a good or a bad day
• because you're not there to have coffee after school
• because I hate not hearing your voice
• because the bathroom looks empty without your dirty underwear on the floor
• because life without the sister just sucks
• because you are my bestfriend too
• because the only one who always listens and understands is you
• because there are so many things I want to talk to you about
• because I can't mess up your hair at school
• because I just can't laugh as hard as I can with you
• because without you there's more than something that's missing
• because just nobody's able to replace you
• because at least 3 times a day knowing that you're not here hurts so much that I have to take a deep, deep breath
• because I miss the faces you make
• because home without you is not home
• because I really want to go shopping with you
• because I wanna do a girls movies champain night
• because I have to use facebook to talk to you
• because I don't even know the place you're at
• because I'd love to share my life with you
• because sometimes I'd like to ask you which shoes I should wear
• because sometimes I just feel like holding you in my arms and never letting you go again
• because I just really really wish you were here
• because I can't keep on writing without starting to cry
• because there's so much more

I miss you!